| Im abuse child noone understands the pain iv had to go though living in this family noone cares about my feelings. Have the time i dont even do anything and my mom goes of on me. I dont even want to be in this family i would reather die then be here im not even callin her mom anymore. She doesnt even care how much pain shes put me though. She thinks that its no big deal it will never happen again. She trys to suck up to me by sayin im srry or i do care. I dont beleive her i never will. Iv not been doin any of my school work i stoped eatin she doesnt even ask me y in depersed. and we just resently move and i think we just moved so she could try to forget about thoughing me or hitin me. She doesnt get that i cant. She It wont matter were we go or what happens i cant forget or ever forgive her. I want to so bad i wish it never happend but it did and now i have to deal with it. I dont now what to do anymore if i was in dallas were i belong someone would take me in i have friends there that care. Noone will listen to me. If i go to someone which i dont want to do then there put my with anougher family which but it wouldnt matter it would be to late cz im moving bac to dallas this summer at the end of the year. I really dont now what to do some one help me plz! Save me for this HELL HOLE PLZ!!!
Mood:u tell me
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Mood:Mad,Sad,Comfused,and Lost
I really dont now what to say too u guys but i feel left out now cz no one cares about me. Matt is like one of my best friends in the world but no hes found some girl and i still like him and he doesnt care at all about my feels. Then theres Spike and hes cool one of my best gotic friends i really like him but just some times he says he wont do something and then just does it and it pisses me off. Then theres my friend or i call her my best gothic girl friends Kels and shes really kool tell this one night after my homecoming and now shes mad at me and i dont now y still but everyone tells me that i was something that night so im srry Kels k. And finelly there Nathan and hes allways to busy for me so right now i dont now what to do or really say about it cz i really just feel left out and it seems that i am and noone would miss me if i just diapeard. I dont now what to do now and I like really like this guy at school named Thirsten and hes so cute and I just need some advice but noone wants to talk to me and help me so i feel so lost. My life is hard enough and then i have to deal with all this too. My mom is a complete bitch she use to hit me and sometimes she still does but now she thinks im hurting her and i havent done anything to her so my life is hard. And so im tring to find out were i can go after my 18th birthday in September and how im goin to get out of this and the worst thing is that the of all the people i tell noone beleaves me but Nathans parents but they dont like me cz of my mom and the wont even help me. So if you want to help me or if u beleave my story just comment me plz. I just want some one to help me plz. |
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| MOOD: I am now pissed off
I really like this one guy and i now i moved but no hes bein completly mean to me and he thinks this girl is the only one he wants and i now its just a phase so w/e screw him. Any ways this guy in my 4th peird hes really cute and i like im alot but he doesnt even notice me so it kinda sux cz i really like him and now my bf is pissed cz i told him.
Boys are so complecated and depressin
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|  This my Life With out u. I love u
This is me I have no one but u. Ur my life and u will always be my life.This is the life iv choosen its u.
What love is to Me
Everytime u see rain thats me cryin cz ur not here. Everytime u see ur car then u now ill awayz love u no matter what. Everytime u dream u see me and i see u. In my dreams and ur leavein but i now in my heart u wont hurt me like other ppl have in the past. And i now i can trust u. My life is ur life ur part off me and i cant ever lose u or ill die. This is love to me .
Dont leave me ever plz!
The Black u and The White me
Togather for ever and ever more never leave me
Ur my leader to my pack of wolves and ur mine right
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